What's up?

I CRY SOMETIMES
WHEN I´M LYING IN BED JUST TO GET IT ALL OUT
WHAT´S IN MY HEAD
AND I'M FEELING A LITTLE PECULIAR.

SO I WAKE IN THE MORNING
AND I STEP OUTSIDE
AND I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND I GET REAL HIGH
AND I SCREAM FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS
WHAT´S GOING ON?